Weight Gain 2000

(My fellow South Park'ateers will understand this reference.)


I gained weight. I'm too afraid to actually weigh myself, but I measured my waist line last night and it was pretty shocking. I've noticed that for some of the blouses it's hard for me to button up around the chest, leaving a peep hole by which anyone can see the colour of my bra.
I'm confused. I'm walking a lot, My eating habit hasn't changed, I've been taking the heat formula pills... On top of that I'm drinking a lot of water too. What am I doing wrong?

The only thing that's changed is that I haven't drunk tea in a long while because it's simply been too hot. But can tea have such impact on my weight?

It doesn't hurt to try again, I supposed, so I brought David's Tea's "The Skinny" to work. I'm going to drink at least one cup a day and see if that makes any difference. I should also start working out again during the weekends even if that means I have to wake up early to go to the community gym.

I'm trying my best to maintain my self esteem in this country amidst waves of skinny chicks, and this reality check was a fatal blow.

I accept the fact that I'll never be as skinny as some of the girls here, but as always my goal is to FIT IN MY OLD CLOTHES, not to get really skinny. I like my old clothes -- that's why I spent countless hours packing in Vancouver. It pisses me off that I didn't do something sooner. But better late than never, no?

But ugh. Seriously. This ain't good.